Gearing up for a last dance

You ever feel that urge inside that says to put stuff to bed. You know the one that is like your conscious but drives your spirit.

Now I do not have to get all metaphorical here but I want to point out something.

My situation:

I am in my last class. It is an online class and I can't say I am thrilled in the least about it. All I know is that I have to pass it to end what has been a long and ardous academic career. I am not going to bore you with all the bullshit and messy details.

What the fuck have I learned? In the last online class I had which was statistics. I learned a meager portion of material.
I am worried in this class because of this idea of writing. I am a fucking journalist? Yeah, I really am and that could be the problem.

I was promised my academic papers were fully finished. For christsakes I took my last English class semesters and semesters ago.
And now you're telling me in this online Tech Theory class comm or whatever the fuck it is...IT ISN'T DONE

Were we spoon fed false hope?  I thought my last academic paper was behind me but now the academic writing haunts my ass.

I don't mean to be facetious but FOR FUCKS SAKES SCOTTY WHERE DID ALL THE LIES ORIGINATE FROM?

The fucking university that controls our money but not our freedom tells me this.  I am easily ready to say FUCK IT.

Obviously, there has got to be a happy ending with all the hard work and blood put into school. It is that little fucking small white piece of paper called a degree. Without a bachelors where else do I turn. Toil, sweat, blood and even tears have made this journey.

So I am hoping that this class will be good. It is a condensed as fuck-class with 8 weeks of hard work. If it were taught in a legit classroom it would be 16 weeks.

So I gotta prep and get ready for this shit. I am hoping my attitude will change and humble me along the way. As we know an attitude cannot humble. I will humor myself and do whatever it takes to succeed. My brain feels like an egg that has been slammed on the pavement once to many times.
Mentally, I am not sure how much stability there is for school. I am in my fucking 6th year of college as I write this.

Would you not be in a similiar state of close-near insanity if you were in my position.

 At the university of Wyoming I have pinballed from department to department. Are we not just a fucking pin ball to the universities in which we learn at?
I have learned a lot. That isn't going to stop me from being a sour lemon for all the shit they have given me. It is pure irony I finish the last class to an otherwise brutal and bitter sweet adventure, what is known as online. It cracks me up that I will not see another University of Wyoming classroom in a dark way. I wish not to even think about them at times. I am so mentally strained that another anything and my mental capicatator brain majigger will shut down.

I have confidence I will finish the last class of my undergrad. I'm hoping fucking trumpets play when the final whistle blows.

-Andres

Not a bunch in the trees

Yesterday at around 2 am I started giving more attention to my DS. I played for almost 2 hours. My friend got me the new Mario Bros. I played that last night and it was a blast. I played a game I have been waiting for years to play called MOON.
I was not sure how it would play but it was pretty fun to start. You control with the stylus and shoot with left bumper button. And....you get a mini robot that helps you open other doors. That was a pretty neat dynamic I thought. After tiring of the DS because by that time it had to have been at least 3 a.m., I went on the internet and started looking at Pokemon. Of all things why was  I looking at the pocket monsters? I have no idea. I started drawing some pokemon and had fun doing it.
Then I saw the light shine from the outside of my window...fuck it was already 4:30 a.m.

Lately, I have also been recording my dreams and I wonder why. Why? Why? I would not be able to tell you only that recording them is making me realize I dream some crazy shit.

Thank god the day ended better than it did yesterday.

Yesterday: I spent at least 4 and a half hours on Stats class. It is an online class and the homework has gotten progressively harder. I just was angry and frustrated with the material so I said fuck it and went for a walk. I think the walk helped me clear the bullshit stat cobwebs and think about life.

Here's to a better day.
-S

It is a deviant life

Welcome friends to the 23 of May and let me tell you there is a lot going on.

I beat Diablo 3! Woot! Seeing Diablo fall was almost amazing as me walking across the stage for graduation. That was  a long sentence. But  it is damn true. And with that we move along into something I wanted to do for a while. That something?
Shit, I said that something in another blog but here it goes. I became a Deviantart member online. I am happy I did. Because right now that site like Elfwood (which I still love) keeps me inspired to draw whatever.
As of late I have been marvel-centric and drawing most of the Marvel characters I can get my dog claws on. Am I still in wolf mode? Probably not...but it is at least important to check.

Other than that I am playing Diablo 3 on Nightmare mode. It is said you need to try something at least once. I am trying Nightmare mode and it is whooping my ass. Also, an addition to this blog is adding hyperlinks. Even though you think that it would become second nature on the internet.

Keep your draw on!

-S

It has been since March 9th.

Ughhh. I really didn't want to put at th on 9. Because I have been taught in AP style to avoid that shit.
Okay, so what has been going on today?
Oh here is a recap:
          I have completed three classes and I have one final.
I fully completed my internship.

I maintain six blogs. And it is really hard and challenging to keep up with them.

After this semester I have just 3 classes to get my Bachelors. Which is very exciting because I have been working my ass off just to get to this point. I have been fighting really hard and know and pray it will pay off in the end...and it will.

I need to finish a lot of video games. But it is finals week so I will be studying for my Intro to Marketing final.
That's it
Give me a holla sometime

Oh and I am on episode 4 of Super Overblood Replay. PIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPO!!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?

-S

What am I actually doing?

I am currently at work. Cool! Right? Well, it is pretty good but I have been working on a collaboration blog with one of my boss's. She shall be called Mrs. Parantine. Anywho, Mrs. Parantine asked to work on a blog for the Laramie Chamber of Commerce. And I am intern here and was asked to do writing.
I write everyday. But for work it is to a different audience and sometimes it gets boring. Like for instance Laramie is a fairly boring place. But I have been here for three years so that is probably why I think this.
I am also a senior. So, with that thought it is almost time to fly away from the university.
But again that time is not now at this point but the work right now seems stale.
I do write press releases from time to time but those are way harder for me. Also, people aren't giving me my damn information ahead of time. So how do you get a press release done? I have to be patient.
It is hard.
I wish people were more prompt with giving information.
But anyway I can only think of Texas and Spain. Ah I can see now the exhaustive heat and the beautiful food. Little lemons that color the plate with maybe papaya.
For now as always I dwell here at work. Blogs are fun but that is all I work on. That and press releases.
-S

Yesterday, I was stoked because I recieved my web camera. It is weird because also yesterday I ran into the problem of mispelling recieve.
Weird!
Either way what happened yesterday is my web camera came and I unraveled the plastic and went to work. I was so happy it came that I made 2 videos with in a span of a couple of hours. Crazy....right? I tend to think so because normally I am shooting movies oh on a two or three month basis. The other cool thing was my friend Zo showed me his friends video. Yeah, it is like a he said he said thing but not.
His friend some really high quality stuff. And on top of that Zo wants to shoot something soon.

Zo had told me to watch this movie. So I put my eyes close to the screen. Then I saw a sleek and sexy WRX shoot by the exhaust coughing and all. It was sweet! But within the movie his friend somehow managed to shoot him playing basketball and the sexy black WRX. That kid has talent.

He said during one of the shots that his friend was in the trunk.

That is wicked cool!

Anyway, hope that your day goes well.
-S

Tumble on it

I recently just joined Tumblr. Goddamn, that really means that I have like six blogs that are active. Of course, my main one is 1up.com and sometimes myspace.com.
Did he just utter the words myspace.com. Yeah, and I give props to that site because it was the first site ever I learned how to blog.
I mean blogging isn't that hard you spill your thoughts down like a leaky pen.  But I learned a lot when doing it.
I learned that even on shitty days I can write.

Tumblr is unique I think because of the way it is used. I got all in it. I posted pictures a blog and even music. It is a neat little website and I will continue to use it.
If I can figure out how to use it.
So many questions.
What is a Tumblr bot?
How do people comment on my page?
Why did the Tumblr bot contact me?
46 is the number of the universe in Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy but it makes no sense in life.

Yeah, just some words on Tumblr. Oh and a small update I have put new drawings up on my website Andres256 Art.

So check it out!
I continue to write.
Thanks for continuously reading my life and my content.

_S