Falling through the sky: An ethereal journey

Falling through the sky

Posted on July 16, 2013by andres256

I don’t know how the FUCK to explain this but do you ever feel that you fall through the sky?

I mean sometimes it feels this vessel that we call a body is not operating at full capacity. Falling , falling and more falling through the sky. What the fuck does that mean?

What is the rhythm that is used writing this? I mean sometimes it feels like I am not in control of the vessel. Why refer to the body as a vessel. If we are spirit energy are we in a vessel? Or do we just float in time and space?

Contemplative words make it so you do think about what is going on. Is there any way we don’t operate at full capacity? Sometimes I feel I am not in control. This is bad. Real bad.

……

So if you do fall through a proverbial sky I think you have to have a fail safe system. Something your body has to tell you you’re in control.

Think about it. We don’t live in delusional states. We live with control. And yet sometimes it is an etheral feeling. Why?

I don’t fucking know. Most the time I have control over my temple. Enough control to let the vessel know I am in control.

Plus, you need to watch Being John Malkovich.

I am just tired and need rest. Lately, I have been angry. It is not the universe’s fault or god’s fault . It is just a hard life lesson that apparently I have a hard time comprehending.

We are more complicated creatures.

-V

Listening to Redman and where my life's at

Listening to Redman and where my life’s at

Posted on June 26, 2013by andres256

Listening to Redman is good shit. I mean when you’re grooving to his rhymes it is good stuff.

Good god, this has been the most productive summer ever. All work. Yeah, I guess that’s what happens when you get outta school.

Shit!

Well, I am saving up for my trip to Florida. All though, due to NSA reason I can’t tell you where exactly. Those fuckers always keeping tabs on us…dear Krejci that’s not cool.

I am reading a book called Neuromancer. So far so good as it is about a hacker is what I can tell.

Although, maybe he’s not a hacker but a data thief. Anyway this guy named Case has to steal data from a big corporation.

I am highly intrigued by all the sci-fi-ness to the book. The terminology is a lot. The author is fucking bright.

Also, hopefully, dear god, if my fucking brother gets his head outta his ass we can start our show.

More details coming if ya’ll peepz are interested.

Peace

-A

MGK!

Machine Gun Kelley spits some serious flow or venom or some other shit.

What do you spit?

Not errybody is a rapper but there are many a poets.

A rapper falls in the woods. Who hears him?
LOL!

Fuck it!
Yo1
Fuck it!
Yo
Fuck it
Yo
But why would I say anything to this degree.
All tongue twisted and none to tired ya see.
I am triyng to use the fucking word Eyre.
But it don't fit in no sentences.
So we light that stack and smoke them Benjamins.
Flow so steady track ripping all we do is zip-zipper.
Flow so hard it would need an insurance all it's own.
Flow so hard that it makes and takes and groans.
To all the peepz hustling do yo thang.
Fuck what the haters drink and stink and think.
Cerebral input got your gun locked and so is your brain with a muthafucking knock-knock.
Wasting away is the depressive -ass unhealthy state.
Flow so hard ya gunna need a gun plate.

What's up with me. What the fuck is up with you?
Seriously.
Seriously.
You said seriously twice it is like you try to garner for views.

I had  a really weird dream today. I was in it. I was really in it. The walls were all in. They were close way too close. And it was my sister and family that were in some crazy ass fucking Middle Eastern town. There were Arabs all around us. But all a sudden gun fired erupted and a blaze of glory followed. It was a loud and even louder crackling sound. It got even worse. There was a particular zone where red circles or lights were and if someone stood in this shit you'd die. Literally, a fucking bullet would excise itself in your mellon.
Once I saw my sister go towards the red light I got scared. She took a bullet in the belly and went down. I grabbed my mom and told her not to go after my sister. Because there is no sense in letting two people die.

Light flushed in through a couple windows and I knew I was in trouble. A man of Middle Eastern descent chased me for a long while. I caught my breath and saw him running balls crazy at me. He was shouting something in Arabic. I was scared and my adrenaline pumped almost out of my skeleton. It was sweltering but the light beamed on. He cornered me and I wanted cold vengeance for the death of my sister. He decided to corner me under the stairs. He took out a pointy nail object and fucking stabbed me. I took the first blow and could do nothing. But from no where I cut him and he fell to the ground with the knife part of the X-acto blade. When he was on the ground I took the X-acto knife and cut him in half starting at his abdomen. The guts stank and I was blood-heated and full of fury. He was cut in half and green stuff spilled out of him. I woke up but not in sweat. Just really, really, really, worried. The rhythm of the dream was very violent.
I am not sure what to make of it. But it scared the shit outta me.


Hopefully, everybody is doing well.
_S

Let's be real

We hold on for hope and jobs

Posted on March 12, 2013by andres256

I am a new graduate with a Bachelor’s in Journalism?

And for what?

To be fucking yelled at by my parents. To have suggestions to go get jobs I don’t want.

To fucking being indebted and ball and chained by loans. This shit is not cool.

The United States is slowly crumbling financially…but then again so is the world.

Let’s be real.

I thought when I got outta school I would have landed one fucking, fucking, fucking job. No instead I moseyed on to a two month internship. I was asked to take on a project and I worked hard,.

And then fuck it like a bullet out of a gun I was shot out on to my ass. “The lady that broke her leg is coming back we don’t have any room for you.”

Well, that is telling it like it is.

These economic times which are very hard deprave college students of jobs. Our country can’t pass a budget and immigrants from all over are taking jobs from college grads.

This thing in the back of my mind this itch has got to me telling myself that it was worth it.

I will find something I will make money from.

I will earn a living .

And by fuck I will back the goddamn student third party loans.

Hold your head up high! 

Here’s a quote.

“It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light.“
Aristotle Onassis
Read more at 

The world as we know it

You turn the page.

I turn the page.

We all turn the fucking page.

In a world full of technology what else is there? Yes, there is commentary but is it constructive or is it just blatant attacking?

Ask yourself questions upon questions and you will run into rabbit holes far bigger than you once imagined.
So let us look at some of these changes.

Every couple of weeks Facebook, Myspace.com and now Pintrest keep changing. It is if to keep up they have to change the UI. The user interface has to be fresh like that amazingly squeezed orange juice from yesterday.
Change!
Fuck!
Fuck!
Change!
The mirror is this.
As technology grows exponentially so does  the world.
So then where are we headed?
I am not sure but things get to crazy in a day.
Where do I stand?
I am reading Martian Chronicles by Ray Bradbury. In which a brief outlook of Martian exploits mark or mirror our world. I have read only one story but I almost couldn't put it down. How do you defeat a tyrant?
Intelligence and a collective is the correct answer. A revolution is necessary for change. Will we see one in the United States?
So much is bleak in the world. Yet, this world is more beautiful than you or your children or mine will ever know.
This is not just a time for exploration but the internet is an amazing learning tool. The best even better the internet to me is books. The amount of ideas or amazingly deep language in books is incredible.
Read!
Read!
Read I say.
That is all.
_V

Inspiration

I really just wanted to write a book.
I mean don't you?
I am a writer through and through. But where does the inspiration come from? Why ask so many fucking questions? Why be curious?

I guess for the sake of having a good time and being explorative.

I think curioudity stems from not knowing the full capabilities of the world. This world needs to be explored and understood and questions do the necessary digging. Okay dig a way and see what ya can find.  And what's the seal when writing running into the idea of pacing. Pacing is something with my book in which I struggle through. Good pacing is doth necessary for a good book
 I gotta get the shovel out and remain observant about this world. You can't just be a blind sheep either.

 My thoughts on the day

Gddday!

Life after that zombie business..I mean life after the University of Wyoming

What is life after college?

I am reduced to tons of free time. Which, I love a lot. I haven't felt this free since I was in elementary school.
Aw yeah!
I came home to the Simpons and all the cartoons I could watch.
It was great.

Now, life after college so far is pretty good. But at some point I have to sack up and get a job.
Hopefully, sack up got your attention.

If not you're on the wrong page.
Continuing on we see me on the computer typing this blog.
What happened today:

I had to cancel my trip to San Fran. The weather is going to be shit. Yes, going to be because that is all the internet is talking about. That and the really horrific tragedy in Newton, Connecticut. So sad for those parents, falcuty and community as a whole.

Played some Fifa 13 on the 360. Oh I won my fantasy quarter final game. I jump into the semi-finals for the first time in my fantasy season.

Making more plans to go back to Cali. Gotta figure out the plan and also get the plane ticket.

Looking for some particular items that I need.

More planning for my Miami trip.

Super happy to have some good food and be home.

I am going to be home for Christmas and Christmas eve. I feel being with the family is invaluable.

Uh....the time spent with family should be cherished. Fuck, I already said that.

Oh I am amped for some college football games this season. I am hoping Bama and the SEC reign come to an end. Notre Dame is underrated in this game. Their defense is very stout and they are not #1 in the country for no reason. They beat a great Stanford team in OT. I personally think that Stanford won that game but who is counting?

Hope everyone has a great Christmas and happy New year!