Fortress of Solitude

My life seems a tad stressful right now job wise.

I need to stretch for a Fortress of Solitude . Isolated from everyone and everything to collect my thoughts. Not even a Walden's Pond. What is a Walden's Pond . Is that even right?
Fuck it.
I still need the Fortress of Solitude. At home I am sometimes not even able to find that peace.

With a hell of a last two days completed. Where does it all go down. Does it go crashing like the show Lost. Or does it get rosier and greener. I am hoping that it is the latter.

The start to 2016 has been pretty good . But was 2015 the Pinnacle year. Was I just really worrying to much about this year? 2013-14 were not very good.

I wasn't even thinking about this year. I am just trying to put one foot in front of the other. This is interesting....

I guess a good Fortress of Solitude would be the Library. Where I am friends with books. I love people but sometimes their ineptitude strikes me as stupid. Why are people liberally so dumb? Not all people ? But do they deserve a Fortress of Solitude?

I have no idea.

I just want the year to be well. I am struggling consistently with this idea. But it has many factors to consider:
                  The Old Man's retirement
                  Ergo; His relationship with his son. Not being able to adequately support the family. This narrow minded-fuckingness of only retirement. Yes, Pops you worked for 39 fucking years but don't drag the ship down and you with it.

               The job where I try hard and only look at getting reprimanded for things that are out of my control. Much like the fucking weather!


   The unfinished works that haven't been published.

The best friends that live in other states. A rarity to see either.

The growing up part...still working on it.

Personal matters regarding an Uncle Freuben.

There's a littany of problems I need to battle.
And I suppose in a small way writing is that Fortress of Solitude. Blogging is that Fortress of Solitude. Art is my Fortress of Solitude. So I do have them.
But I need a physical place to go new...in the year 2016.

-Andres