This year has been trash

 Yes, you don't want to hear negativity but this year is trash.

I can't even get a clean  NFL  stream. A clean one, yeah, that. And it is all 2020. I have a brand new crack on my 14 year-old car's windshield . I have not had a car radio because somehow or another 2020 decided to kill that as well. No wonder people wanted to put up their Christmas bullshit in October.

Everyone has been done with the year since April. Or was it March.

Everything is impacted!

Football!

Dog walking!

Stores!

Your friends!

Typically in a full goddamn year I get to see almost all my friends. I make the rounds. This year. My best friend is married . He lives in Australia. But yeah I have not seen him now in 3 years or was it 2. Either way I miss my mate. My other best friend lives close to my hometown and I saw him last summer. And saw him 4 or 3 times last year. My other best friends however I have seen them one to two times a week. I live with another of my friends and I see him daily. But he is probably sick of me by now. We have lived together through growing pains, roomate pains, and annoyance for a full year! It is a milestone. But this year has been awful.

I lost my job. Got it back. Had to take a covid-19 test. Found out I have cavities. Had three toe nails just flat out gone. Ripped off or otherwise. Had a bruised rib. Had a bruised collar bone. Body has roughly been about 60% throughout the year. Had some fiber issues. Just wondering how to get to 100% because this year will not let me get it. Started lifting again which has gotten me through tons of things. Just wondering who the hell is hiring. Been rejected a decent amount for jobs. Still have my job but face uncertainty every day.

Still have to pay them school loans. They are coming back!

Silver lining.

I started a t-shirt business and it makes me happy. My book is halfway done. More new art on DA and I am trying to essentially limp into the new year.