There was just this time where I got in a gigantic fight with my family.
But lately there has been progress. I know things take time but fuck it has been difficult.
Ever since the move...
Gratia made me angry and called me out on not having a job. She was being a capitol cunt. But I was not to thrilled about it. Now she will not talk to me because I sent her some really lascivious text messages because I was angry. Yet, I should have said the vast majority I was just talking out of my ass. Yeah, I was angry but who does not get angry when your family rides your ass constantly.
Just leave me alone.
Fuck!
Though, with the progress that has been made. I'd say my mom (Annabelle) she finally has come around. She finally admitted wrongdoing and in essence finally the guilt has melted away. She has comes to terms with admittance . That brought a smile to my face. One I haven't had in a long time. One that was kept away and had no deception attached to it. It was just pure joy. Coming from this family is hard because of these invisible expectations. I am the middle child and have wore the black sheep label proud, I am not playing victim. This was just life...
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