My latest endeavor

Installing hard drives multiple should be moderately annoying but only moderately .
Technology sometimes will fuck me! I had a plan.

External finally died. The 2nd one to die in a span of 4 years or so. Gameplan: Buy an ssd because I want games on there and to boot the pc very fast and 1 tera is great and it will survive for a very long time. Replace external with more storage. 2 tb.

Okay so today I tried backing more data up. I got my iso...and made sure drivers and install files were on the usb. fdriveshows up on boot but not the file I needed.

Okay so now this is some bullshit. Try fdrive on diff computer. Says that files need tto be fixed. Roomate says no to the fix. Go on my own damn laptop. Can't login to the fucker! Have system disc for laptop. Currently waiting on laptop to reformat...

The Idiot Brigade

When you tell your roommate several times to clean the fucking common area. And I mean months and months and months and he doesn't do it. That is sheer laziness.

Roommate Crab we will call him is so fucking lazy. And it is awful.

We have to show the apartment today at 3p.m. and it is a mess. I cleaned everything else but that is not my responsibility.

Two choices.

That shit gets put in the closest or his room.
He was also up till almost 6a.m.

And he kept me up.

Ju Ju on that beat

The Broncos are a paltry 0-4. And I have written like a man that decidedly gives up on the Broncos.

But with the 2nd hardest schedule do you blame me?

I mean how'd we get here. Not enough plays. Not enough yards. Not enough touchdowns and then lose by 3. By 2. By close fucking margins and we as fans can't take it.
Denver should be 2-2, not 0-4. And for us it breeds contempt.

Why do we have to watch this bullshit?


The Steelers and Denver and Dolphins are in the conversation with who finishes 0-16. What did Fangio inherit?

You have a shutdown corner in Harris Jr. Baubsy has played decent. Simmons has played as Simmons does. But the Linebackers as evidence of this 26-24 loss have shown me they can't make fucking tackles. I love Todd Davis but the other corps is not tackling how they should be and that is I am sorry... on the coaches teaching tack technique. Tackle low and hit the legs. Don't let a big back roll you over.

This is not all on Flacco. He had good drives and a pick. He had good protection. Denver was up 1 point 24-23 and then the Broncos could not stop the charge of the Jags. HORRENDOUS TACKLING DENVER. MY HIGH SCHOOL TACKLES BETTER!

Denver should have made them stop and stopped the other back. Not Fournette.


Vonn and Chubb came to play football! They had sacks. Fournette's career day happened at the lousily named Empower Stadium. Something is off in Broncos country. Finishing in the 4th quarter has been the theme for 4 weeks now. How do they do it?

With a trip to San Diego next week. Denver will drop to 0-5. Fournette is a great back. Ekler may get 200 on this linebacking corps. If they tackle thundering Austin Ekler who is speedier than Fournette like they did today.  The floodgates are not open but exploded with losses. And Denver will find its way winless.

Excuses in four games are horseshit. You're not good currently Denver. Currently. Prove me wrong. Make me believe again.

And the Steelers may follow suit. Are my teams just all bad pro wise?

FUCK!

JUJU where you at? I will tell you. Are you going to be the wideout that gets 1,000 but does not go anywhere this year?

Ice cream

Lately, as I eat this ice cream.
It is pecan for those that want to know-- I am having trouble because I have maybe eaten too much ice cream.
Take a step back would be purely necessary.

Mint is my favoritttttttttttttttttttttttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

But it has been like 90+ for a couple days and ice cream is a good way of cooling down.
I must have eaten my weight in ice cream this summer.

Does it help I am listening to: Bhangra music?

:)

Happy to be writing on my blog once more.



Life has gotten hectic as always.

Here is what is going on: I saw hotties in the pool at the Luxor.
Went to EVO 2019 and it was fucking awesommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmme.
I went 1-2. But regardless had fun.

Went to North Bay Ontario. From there I headed to Garcon, Ontario. I stayed and hung out there and Sudbury, Ontario. Met a cousin I never have met before. We had laughs and good food and her husband is rad. Likes the Reds of all the teams lol.
He does root for the Blue Jays.
She is funnier than a hoot. And she is really cool and hospitable. Got me gifts as well. I wasn't deserving of either.
Every type of food in Canada was excellent. Tim Horton's was very good. Had a bomb chicken sandwich.

I did not think I would compete in EVO 2019. But as luck had it turned around. I pulled some money from savings and wound up there. With friends to boot. Kali and Steve o followed me there and hopefully had a blast. IT WAS 1 0h -goddamn- 7.

TTFN.
Andres.

Insomnia

As many misty islands were traversed.

Darkness subsided and the blood moon fouled up the light, of the blood oceans.

And with regress, our story passed.

Futuristically many people understood the world, and the world belched. Blood mainly-it was written in the grey stones of the washed and unwashed starfish. Their colors pale in comparison to their translucent forefathers. 

People now instead of having pets -now had bottles of mayonnaise. Not ordinary mayonnaise but this was special mayonnaise with hues of blue and red. Under the hot lamps, each lid was identified by a marking.

The tepids were blue, The milkys were red, the Clandestines were pink, and the Lemons were aqua. Each jar of mayonnaise had a certain element to it.

Under the hot lamps, the symbols were read. Preservation was still a thing in those times. Reserved only for the commoners and non-commoners a like. Robots were scattered across galaxies and times.

Derivations of certain mathematics entered the centerfolds of time. The scattering and de-scattering of particles were stretched and un-stretched like a Pollock painting. The robots occupied many worlds. There were some cities bustling in the blood moon platforms. Robots would dance and sing and you could hear sparks and howls at night. Picturesque of attacking colors all divergent on an hourglass that spilled blood.

Every 4 years or so we'd see meteorites with dendritic cells that would cascade on the ground into hot earth and parse like a sushi's knife through raw fish. Sometimes the star lerds would send more meteorites to chastise us. The robots would break relations with the lerds in order to gain commerce with them. They'd trade their wares for more upgradeable parts. Centry-circiuts was a great thing and so was Delmon -circuits. They battled for the robots trust because globos ruled the world. 

Food was overly abundant. Blue pears, red apples, cold meats that sweat, other meats that did not. Pleasant smells of lilac, vinegar and what can only be described as burnt sage offered up fragrances they had not smelled.  But the mayonnaise was key? Where'd it come from? Who authored it?

Not doing well

Yesterday I was feeling like hell.


Food poisoned?



FLu?


Dear god just kill me.


It was hell.


HELL.

HELL>

HELL.

The car and problems.

Dream time.


I am not even sure what the hell I dream about.

Literally.

What in the fuck!

One minute I am in some sunny neighborhood and the next I am in a car and driving up the windshield of another car.

And then it starts snowing.

This was my latest dream and it makes zero sense.

Hereditary

Disturbing...


Downright horrific...


Between Hereditary, Sinister and Insidious. These are the best American Horror out there in the past oh I dunno  8 years.

These movies are brilliantly scary in their own right. But the story of Hereditary to me is the strongest.

I understood why people talked about this movie the way they do. I am still thinking about this film as it is fresh. And I pray nightmares don't occur tonight.

Spoilers.

Things are in the shadows in the film. Look closely.

Disturbing fucking deaths. Not a bunch of deaths but disturbing nonetheless.

Pure dread from start to finish. I shivered and I lost count of how many times. I didn't shiver in Insidious I just cussed. I did not shiver in Sinister I just kind of got the eerie feeling. This movie oh god have mercy, shivering throughout. I am a horror buff I'd say. Probably having watched now more than 50 horror movies, ranging from Khorror. (YIPPIE YIKES K_HORROR IS THE PINNACLE) to American Horror Classics (Halloween, Carrie, Nightmare on Elm Street, Friday the 13th, Rosemary's Baby) to Spanish Horror (REC) to modern Am Horror( the Witch, I Know What You Did Last Summer, Exorcism of Emily Rose, )

Paranormal Activity makes you look in the frame at what is behind. It is brilliant. This movie is so fucking chilling. I am not sure if you count Sixth Sense as horror but the movie still haunts me with the lasting images. This movie Hereditary has a very similar effect.

The Cult. Yes, there is some freaky Satanism going on throughout the film. The cult wanted to have a vessel, a la the boy (Alex Wolff -who is brilliant) be a demon lord named Painos. Therefore , Painos pulled the strings (theory) from the beginning with Charlie some allege. But I am not so sure.

Unpredictable!

Relatable. Not for me. But people that I know that have some of the symptoms in the film. Maybe that is what makes it truly freaky, is people really have DID, Schizophrenia and other mental illnesses. Sure it could be a metaphor for our world descending into madness or the hereditariness that you experience from your parents. Just theories here.

I like reading the film with the demon variety. New modern horror likes to touch on demons and the devil. It is horrifying for our society. But a great article touched on this very topic of https://www.oregonlive.com/history/2018/02/how_a_nationwide_panic_about_d.html

or deemed Satanic Panic of the 70's and 80's.

Blue Screens and anger tea

Seriously I know I bitch a bunc but this is ridiculous.

The series of fucking events!

- New 1060 gpu . Several days it crashes with just about every game. Apex, Rainbow Six Siege, and it blue screens of death everywhere.Confirmed the card does not want to work. Excited because I thought I figured the issue out.

-New 1060 6 gb card works great. Not the problem. Sims 4 bsods . What the fuck! Really? Can I just play my games in peace. That is where I am at currently. Running mem tools, cmd- tools and so far lots of Youtube and  trouble shooting.

I hope I figure out what the hell is going on. Games should not be crashing this much. And if they crash. Normally they will not bsod. Normally, they will crash the program.

Twin Peaks Season 3 Breakdown and spoiler cakes

SPOILERS

Nightmares and Daydreams. Third eyes and blustery fog, cogs, and machines.
Darkness attacking the light. The light fucking fighting back and gritting its teeth.


Illusions and inquisitory abstractness beyond our realm.

David Lynch teaches with images. And even in my very small amount of research from watching Eraserhead, I think Mulholland Drive (but not sure) and my favorite Lynch fucking -film ever Blue Velvet. He just fucks with you in the most abstract ways. We study and study him and we still don't come close to the abstract -horror-surprise mystery that is Lynch.

Just before typing this article and I am sure listening to Parabola by Tool, helps not my consciousness thoughts; that we are swept into David Lynch's visions. Maybe his dreams?

As a fan, I had no idea he has dealt with Aphasia. He seems awkward like a Tarintino but my god it is not that bad people. He is viewed as weird but I think he is brilliant. Dreamers, do-ers are always seen as weird in society, because they challenge society, they challenge what it means to think artistically, abstractly, to get off our couches and use our brain. No matter how damaging and barbaric the images are.
Twin Peaks season 3 is pure Lynch and representational of good and bad compassing for the position the whole show. Naturism, our own dualities with each man or woman. You see we all interpret shit differently. What you see as a frog. I may see as a magical frog. Perception in essence is and always has been the reality.  Twin Peaks has always been about the mystery surrounding who killed Laura Palmer. WHo did it? Was it BOB ?> Was it an entity? I have a ludicrous theory through watching the show based on an article I read, that Laura Palmer who we thought was dead was not.

So what happened? The most common theory about this unsettling conclusion — and there are a lot of theories — is that Cooper and his secretary Diane Evans crossed into an alternative dimension in their car in the hopes that Cooper could save Laura from her original, grisly fate. Unfortunately, Judy, the all-powerful entity who thrives on electricity, saw through his plan, and stuck the duo in alternative dimensions for the rest of their lives with no chance of returning to the “real” Twin Peaks ever again. With flashbacks earlier in the finale, it was also implied that when Cooper traveled back in time to rescue Laura in the woods before she arrived at the train car for her certain death, his interference actually prevented her from dying. Co-creator Mark Frost’s new book, Twin Peaks: The Finale Dossier, confirms that is indeed true.

The novel, which is a part of the show’s canon, is told in the form of classified FBI files, and the last chapter picks up immediately after the events of the finale. Agent Tammy Preston stayed in town for a few days to cover the aftermath for the FBI and perused old editions of the Twin Peaks Post to aid her research. What she discovered while reading articles confirms that history was rewritten for Laura Palmer’s story.

According to Devon Ivie from www.Vulture.com

You know what else I discovered, Chief, in that same article, a few sentences later? This:

“Agent Cooper had come to town for a few months earlier, to aid in the investigation into the disappearance, still unsolved, of local teenage beauty queen, Laura Palmer.”

Let me repeat that phrase for you: “still unsolved.” No mention of “murder,” “wrapped in plastic,” or “father arrested for shocking crime eventually dies in police custody of self-inflicted wounds.”

It’s right there on the front page: Laura Palmer did not die. So, fairly certain I’ve not misplaced my own mind, I go back and check the corresponding police records. They tell me this: Laura Palmer disappeared from Twin Peaks without a trace — on the very same night when, in the world we thought we knew, it used to be said she died — but the police never found the girl or, if she had been killed elsewhere, her body or made a single arrest.

BY 

Mark Frost’s New Twin Peaks Book Explains What Those Final Scenes Meanty Devon Ivie 

And it is Lynch telling us this based on HIS CLUES. You have to always pay attention to these dream plots with Lynch. We are the detective and he gives us bread crumbs to follow and make our own theories. But my god it gets complicated. You'd have a brain aneurysm if you never watched even the first season.


So for me, this is the culmination of the end of Season 3. Cooper dun fucked with the other universe, timeline or reality. Whatever you want to call it. And this entity we never see but know exists called Judy locked Cooper and Laura and his lover Diane in this timeline.   Laura Palmer has always been the main storyline in the show. Yes, a crucial part is how BOB came to our world. He is the personification of evil > Pure evil. as we already know. It is also my estimation that the boy with the gardening glove did not kill that evil. He merely sent it somewhere else with that fissure of fire. We have no idea where.  Also, as there is too much to analyze there is the idea that the frog fly thing was made out of the nuke. Which is true but what is the symbolism? According to this awesome Youtube video I agree with a bunch of their theories of season 3 but sorta different on the frog fly. I don't think it was BOB. I think it was not even Sarah Palmer. I think it was just a conduit of evolutionary evil that could possess humanity. It was just a small sliver though. And that is what Lynch I think is saying one evil deed can ripple our timeline with dire consequences. But the show is not just about light trying to win it is the precarious man fighting himself with full dualistic reproach. We are neither good nor evil according to Lynch. But cold hard evil is capable of the consumption of mankind. We can be taken over by it lickity split. Oh here is the youtube video so you can form and break down the information. I found them helpful to still figure out the whole summation of season 3.



https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=Spiritual+Magic&qft=+filterui%3auserpage-ucksm5k5ezfkdgipjahsbo0w&view=detail&mid=9D430A38A41D5DA94F1F9D430A38A41D5DA94F1F&&FORM=VRDGAR

I mean really I was extremely pissed off at this closure we have been pining for. In season 2 we got a bullshit ending. In season 3 let again a cliff hanger. Laura screams. Cooper asks What year is it? Meaning no closure at all.But goddamn if this show was not incredible from Season 1 - till now. I cried in one of the episodes because of how fucking good it was. You've been with these characters from the beginning. I will forever miss you log lady. You're in my heart. Everyone in the show matters. I don't care if you are a secretary. Everyone plays a part in the show. Seeing Audrey return was incredible. It is however alleged she is in a dream state. You do see a white background and her panicking/Not sure where the fuck she is.   Now another odd theory I have is Brad is probably the guy sedating Audrey in her dream state? Not fully developed but just my insane theory I guess. I could be dead wrong. And that is cool. There are more hardcore Lynch fans out there. But I am definitely a big fan. James does what? I mean he survives lol but what else?

I think the giant to me is a god who does influence our world. But he's not evil. We always see him help Cooper.  I think he is like neutral. But I think he is a guardian I guess...I dunno. Why did the real Diane disappear? Was she hunting down Judy? Will we ever see Judy? I wanted to see JUDY.  The arm to me is another entity maybe? I dunno. Maybe he is not. Maybe it is something that lives in the red room and is another guardian. Maybe there are multiple deities as well. That is why it is super fun to think. I am happy to see Evil Cooper is dead?? Or not? I dunno. I hope so because those log fuckers were really creepy. Did Judy give Evil Cooper time to plot and figure out?? I dunno.

We can speculate. But Lynch decided to end the show on another cliff hanger. That fuck! God, I love him but sometimes I hate him.
Twin Peaks season 3 was as surreal as Lynch has been in some time. SO many great characters. Andy, Lucy, Hawk, too many to list and I am spent.
:)

Get back on track with new animes and tie up loose ends

Getting to 500 in One Piece just means 400 or however more to chase the rabbit await.

Oy Vey!

Melancholy season 1 will be watched.

More One Piece this year in 2019.

Kekkai Senzen Season 2 .

Jojo Diamond is Unbreakableeeeeeeee!


Finishing off Attack on Titan season 3 is in the cards.

Starting new anime.

Season 5 of Supernatural came to an end. And I am thinking I need time to see if I want more. I am good for now.

Other shows:
New Girl season 3 or 4.
Curb Your Enthusiasm season 6
Always Sunny in  Philly season 13
Sopranos season 4

Just to name a few.

What the fuck is this Birdbox?